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In the end, the first kiss seems so insignificant.
Life amazes me...I honestly am suprised by myself...
***It was amazing, and I want more***
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[15 Dec 2005|11:44pm] |
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WhaT it Do?!
***Today
i woke, up went to school, did my marching band final(boooring)...went through school, ate cookies...aaaaaand then i took ryan home, so im drivin on old vail...im goin like 60...im not like redlining my truck or anything...but i get to old vail and rita, and i try to turn, and my trucks engine just goes*make noise* bwaaaaa(all low and homosexual like)...so i think my fuel pump is broken or clogged so that sucks, but i got home, got ready for work, and drove the 64' (bel air) to work. At work i talked to allie...shes going out with this cody guy, he used to work at hot topic...and rollerblade...and quite frankly...he's hott...but yeah, shes cool...she thought i was like 20...hahaha...i laughed really hard at that...she was going to ask me to buy her alcohol...haha...but then work started to suck like HxC...these two girls came in and were bothering me when i needed to work...so i dropped um...haha
***Lately
Time has gone, SSUPER slowwww. and ive been left thinking. Sometimes i just dont want to think, just stop and relax for a while...I NEVER STOP...but anyways...im hesitating to say something right now because, the person im talking about isnt that sure either and i honestly have NO idea what is going on...i just know what i feeel...so thats, that.
Davo is spending the night tomorrow, ryan is coming over...and a few other ppl i think...i think i just might have a shin-dig on my hands...?
PeAcE
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[09 Dec 2005|06:00pm] |
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It is 6:00
*** This week
has been SO long. Ive done SO much school work. Dealt with some drama(it was needed).
*** Today
seemed even longer, i got up at like EARLY, after sleeping for two hours, but i had to be up for a band thing for 92.1(kfma)...we played for them...idk why. But yeah and yesterday kate, mai, and heidi, as you probable know got into a bad car accident and kate and mai are in critical condition in I.C.U....i really hope kate and mai are ok...i didnt really talk to mai, but kate ive know and talked to everyday since freshman year. So i go to school and the band goes downtown to play for kfma...then i went back, took a chemistry quiz that i wasnt ready for but suprisingly did ok on i think. then i went to math, and ive been working on the algebra project for a while, so i was happy to turn it in, i need it. Then i took the algebra quiz, i think i did ok...and yeah i got out of school, drove to target to pick up my paycheck, and i was mad, cuz they fucked up my check, the computer messed up my hours and im short like a hundred sumodd bucks...but ill work that out, but i wanted to go christmas shopping for everyone...but oh well...
Ive been so stressed here lately, but i think things are about to get better...
Ive decided to turn things around, cuz im tired of the stress, and hurting the people that i care about...
tomorrow i fuckin work 8 a.m.-4:30 p.m....ugh, im so exhuasted, im going to go to bed now...6:07
so yeah leave some love if necessary, and yeah...
how are all of you doing???
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[08 Dec 2005|01:54am] |
Updatin' later nIIIIIIG!
deal with it...
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[04 Dec 2005|11:36pm] |
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....yeaaaaaah
so im updating...and i dont know why
but yeha this weekend was un-eventfull...i fell asleep on saterday...did nothing on saterday untill i worked...then went home...
*today*...
chilled with jason and cory...jumped my truck going like 40...and actually got air...ahaha...fun times...
then worked...
how was yoru weekend...
hahahaha this was a b.s. update...ill get better...but its a start...right?
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[01 Jul 2005|02:53pm] |
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***
Fill in the ______'s...ok?
1. I ____ Matt.
2. Matt is ______.
3. Matt thinks a lot about _______
4. When I think of _________, I think of Matt.
5. If I were alone in a room with Matt, I would _______.
6. I think Matt should _____.
7. Matt needs ______.
8. I want to ____________ Matt.
9. If I could describe Matt in a word: _______.
PeAcE
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| Im gunna pee in your cereal |
[24 Jun 2005|11:51am] |
Random Quote from Rayne
"It's gunna come out!"..."what?"..."MY PEE!"
*what...a...freak...i love her*
PeAcE
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| FRIENDS ONLY BIOTCH!!! |
[21 Jun 2005|12:49pm] |
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***This morning, I feel really crappy, I'm sick, and somewhat
heartbroke, so yeah thats about it, and Rayne might come over today,
but we will see how that goes, but to inform all of you
I'M GOING FRIENDS ONLY!!!
ok, so comment to be added...I will add anyone and everyone, but if you do something to make me mad, then your gone...
COMMENT!!!
PeAcE
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[25 Apr 2005|06:41am] |
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hey pplz!!! i got a new layout, so chekc it out, or ill fuck your shit up...god its so pimp, thank you rayne!!!
PeAcE
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i miss texas like crazy, i want to see my big brother, and my g-parents...god damn, this is stupid living out here...i wish i could take someone with me...
PeAcE
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[28 Mar 2005|10:38am] |
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well this is THE update...ive been promising...so here goes nothing...im going to start with the break
***Spring Break***
First i went to intersession, and braught my grade up from a 60 to a
75...so i was happy with that and it was only 4 days...so after
that...i hung out with brandon for like 2 days...and he kicked boogers
ass...haha...aaand my mom thought i was on drugs...well i deffinitly
got her for that one...i was like "there is a difference in not trusting your son, and not knowing
your son!" so yeah took care of that...and then i dont know what
i did, but i pretty much chilled with brandon the whole break, but then
i hung out with rayne a little bit too...she never came over...which
angered me...but im quite over it...but for the most part i hung out
downtown with brandon, bj, chris, collin, kevin, craig, hollie,
brittney, and resa...no one knows any of those ppl...so anywho...i went
clothes shopping, got some sweet shirts...and i got a new pair of
dickies that broke, the first time i wore them...im takin those bitches
back...but that about sums it up i guess
***Today***
I got up a little on the late side and got ready, went to school, saw
Raaayne<333...and then went to class((what a dissapointment))...so
went to class, goit caught with aim on the computer, so i got no points
for today, and geometry is the classthat i really need points in...so
then i went to band and kicked ass...my range has become insane...im
destined to be a section leader next year...thats right...matt in
charge...aaaah scary...and theeeen i went to advisor base and just like
watched car videos all period and then this japanese lady came in to
see an american classroom and all the kids were asking retarded
questions...ugh...whatever...then they tried to teach us some
japanese...and didnt work...so i went to lunch ate some tacos((damn
those things are hard to eat without being messy, thats why when i go
to taco bell, i get soft tacos...yesss...go soft tacos!!!))...talked
to rayne i guess...our table licks my ball sack...i feel like no one
friggin likes me...so why bother going, right?...yeah. so i
walked rayne to her 5th period and then went to biology...and was
really boring, we took notes all god friggin period...and then got
homework...JOY!!! got out of school...walked rain to her
bus...and then waited for mine...road the buss home...and then did my
homework...and got that out of the way...and then rode around a
bit...got a flat...and for some reason when i aired the tube back
up...it held?...yeah i was happy...i went to the lovely rayne's
house...and woke up her mom((my bad))...and then we had french
toast...damn that stuff is good..and then went back to her room and
kissed a bit...and watched tv...god i love the girl...she is my everything...she
makes waking up everyday not as bad...man...she iss incredable...and im
so happy with us...and how her parents like me...and look at me as part
of their family...and yeah...so i made her watch pimp my
ride((sorry...it wasnt worth it...now i really want to see the
notebook))...but then i had to go...so her mom could let the "puppys
hang out"...hahahah...aw gross...then i went to nick maloks((sp?))
house and jammed with him a little...his drumset is pretty nice...i
like his double peddle...so went home...then ben and bobby came
over...we all chilled in the garage...and played guitar...not goign to
go into details...could affend ppl...haha...but then i warmed up some
dinner and im eating here and updating...so hopefully that caught you
ppl up...on matts life...thats it bye my loves
PeAcE
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[24 Mar 2005|09:24am] |
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here have fun...please do it...for me...please
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out? .
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
33. Anything else you want to say!?
ah geeze, i know im lazy but you guys put up with it...
PeAcE
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hey hey hey...pssst...my parents wont be home for 3 days...and my schedule is open...who wants to get up to no good...comment...shhh
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( read it... )<does that count
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength - I'm confident weakness - i just suck at life.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: i would change how i hurt ppl...
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love...its so great
(59) How do you vent?: many diff. ways, sublime, holes in doors, ummm...ride my bike till i cant move...etc
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: at times
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i dont regret anything, i might be sorry, but i never regret..."hate regrets more than apoligize"
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: it's had it's ups and downs...
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: youve got one life, live it that way
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: eyes, stomach, ass...i wish i could say my brain...
(65) And least?: ive gotten fuckin stupid
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: right now, ive put on a cupple pounds, but not too shabby
(67) Are you confident?: you bet your ass
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hahaha...wow, i wish i was as cool as jay, from jay and silent bob
69) Do people know how you feel?: not most of the time
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: most of the time
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: fuck no, that is gross
(72) Do drugs?: Not anymore.
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?: nope
(75) Go to church? nope
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes, when im bored
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes. a 4 and a half foot long catfish pillow
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yes, but not by myself
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: some.
(80) Drive?: yes
(81) Like to drive fast?: you know it
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: not really
(83) Hurt yourself?: one time i fell of my skateboard
(84) Been out of the country?: no
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? no
(86) Burped?: ohh yeah
(87) Been unfaithful?: twice.
(88) Been in love?: I am right now...sheesh
(89) Done drugs?: yepp. been clean for 2 1/2 years
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes
(92) Had a surgery?: nope
(93) Ran away from home?: no
(94) Played strip poker: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: No.
(97) Been picked on?: everyone has.
(98) Been on stage?: yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: i cant say that i have?...ahahah that was a long and ridiculous question
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: no, its fuckin selfish
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: 2 days
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: sure have
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: hmmm((thinks)) yep...
(107) Slept all day?: no
(108) Killed someone?: shhhh...but i killed a squirel in texas with a bb gun((i have to shoot that mother like 12 times...haaahaha))
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no, thats gross
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: riiiiiight......NOW
(112) Kissed the same sex?: no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no((shhhh charlie...))
(114) Been betrayed?: that i have
(115) Had a dream that came true?: most of the time they do, so if i tell you i had a dream about you...take it seriously
(116) Broken the law?: yup
(117) Met a famous person?: yup
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
(146) Stolen anything?: yes
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: yes
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: what the, no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: accually no...
(152) Bungee jumped?: no, i want to
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah, that dream was crazy
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: too many, but right now, etnies
(155) Brand of clothing?: hurley, or famous stars and straps
(156) Cologne/perfume?: touch//lilu
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: dickies...and a shirt,and some shoes?
(159) Wear hats?: every day of my life
(161) Wear make-up?: eyeliner on special occasion
(162) Favorite place to shop?: zumiez, or pacsun
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: hmmmmm
(164) Are you trendy?: who cares.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: No
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yup...were alive, what are they thinking
(167) Miracles?: absolutely
(168) Astrology?: no real belief
(169) Magic?: no
(170) God?: no, he hates me
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: yer mom
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: yes
(176) Yin and Yang?: im not up to parr with this whole thing
(177) Witches?: my stepdad is a queer((everyone point and laugh, now lefts dangle him from a tree!!!))
(178) Easter bunny: no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes. hard, but very possible...im doin it
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: why not skittles?
(181) Do you wish on stars?: yes, all the time.
LOVE
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: more excited than anything
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: yeah...like no one could believe
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no way in hell would i ever call it that.
(186) What do you find romantic?: a lot of things
(187) Turn-on?: a girl that knows whats she's doing, and isnt afraid to do anything, anywhere
(188) Turn-off?: shy ppl that dont try things
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: nope
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: depends on my mood
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: i like to know if the girl has a wang or not
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i dont care
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: me, noooo
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: thats a matter of opinion i suppose
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: dooont know
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: the whinning
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? hmmm...cd player?
(208) Are you in love?: yes, i love it
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: wow...im gunna use it...shes gooorgeous
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: prolly look at them, and walk bye
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: hahaha...i hope no one haunts me
(212) You wanted to kill?: prolly a few
(213) That you laughed at?: nicole
(214) That laughed at you?: rayne
(215) That turned you on?: rayne, with her nigger butt
(216) You went shopping with?: rain
(217) That broke your heart?: cough, annnyways, about that weather
(218) To disappoint you?: my mom
(219) To ask you out?: ive never been asked out
(220) To make you cry?: rayne
(221) To brighten up your day?: rain
(222) That you thought about?: ms. rain laray
(224) You talked to on the phone?: rain...jesus...
(225) You talked to through IM?: andrej
(226) You saw?: my mom
(227) You lost?: i dont lose ppl
(229) You thought was completely insane?: this kid in mr. nichols ab
(230) You wanted to be?: no one
(231) You told off?: daniel
(232) You trusted?: rain
(233) You turned down?: i dont rememeeeee...anyways
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: just a little bit ago
(235) Laughed?: a few seconds ago in my head.
(236) Cried?: a while back
(237) Bought something?: today
(238) Danced?: today
(239) Were sarcastic?: today
(240) hugged someone?: today
(241) Talked to an ex?: yesteerday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: dont know
(243) Had a nightmare?: a couple of nights ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: right now
(246) Listened to the radio?: right now
(247) Watched TV?: this morning
(248) Went out?: earlier
(249) Helped someone?: ....everyday.
(250) Were mean?: EVERYDAY DAMMIT.
(251) Sang?: right now
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: a looong time ago...
(253) Said "I love you"?: just earlier
(254) Missed someone?: earlier...i miss sabby
(255) Fought with a family member?: yesterday
(256) Fought with a friend?: shoot i dunno. i have yelling matches, but not really "fights".
(257) Had a serious conversation?cupple weeks back with my stepdad
(259) Had sex?: thursday the 3rd...
PeAcE
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[06 Mar 2005|08:23am] |
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1. Give me your number?
2. Would you love me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Just talk to me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing karaoke with me?
15. Sit in the doctors with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im pretty, beautiful, or hot?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if I tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Do me?
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| ~*Poisonous Kiss*~ |
[28 Feb 2005|12:44pm] |
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i really wish cienega would decide what sites they want to block...first it was eljay, and now they un-block eljay, and block myspace as "adult content"?...wtf mate...whhhaatever...anywho...just to catch all you kids up on things in matts so un-important life...im failing two classes suuuper bad...and i got my permit last friday...what what...so im sittin in ab...and im bored listening to unearth...geeze they are angry...haha...i love it...LIVEJOURNAL DIED, LIKE YEAH...no one updates anymore, including me : / ...and no one comments on my shizznit except like rayne and a few other ppl...i got grand turismo 4 friday too, omg that game is fucking oh the hook fa sheezy...i dont know what the hell that was...but it wont happen again...i was supposed to finish a rough draft for bio over the 4 day weekend...well that didnt happen...i got to see rayne a little bit, but i want to see her more...geeze that girl, im so lucky to have her...i feel like such a fag when im around her, and that isnt me...its odd...gaahahahaha stupid muslims...they and all dieing via vehicle explotion...wtf...oh and i cut my hair...and i can do foe-hawks with it...its cool...i was thinking the other day, what would ppl feel, or do if like tomorrow...they went to school and i wasnt there...and over the anouncements they said i passed in a car accident...i thought about how i would feel if someone that i even knew, much less was friends with...died...ive never had anyone die that was close to me...idont know what the point of that was...oh well...i have to go to lunch now...uck...
PeAcE
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[21 Feb 2005|09:36am] |
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I need to turn my life around.
PeAcE
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| *dont leave me here for dead* |
[14 Feb 2005|08:38am] |
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shiiit son...today was crazy, i woke up, went to safeway with my mom...bought a dozen red roses for rayne...and then i was going to school and my mom let me drive, which was suprising...i dont have my permit...i did good with the i even did a little burnout in a neighborhood, then went to school...wrote her a litte note((i asked her out in a note...i feel like a cheap ass...i would have in person...but the note seemed, i dont know, to go good with the flowers))...then went to drumline and fucked around all period...then met up with rayne((some ppl are reading like the same thing twice,(raynes journal...)...))...and then went to class. she got her flowers...she said yes...((yesssss))...and then i went throughout the day, yata yata yata...the bus ride...yaaay...yeah well...it was gay im not even going to waste my time, thats how much i care...im only goign to say that i ended up with 5 days of ace...what...a...nigger...then came home...then went to raynes...chilled...it was fun...we wrestled, and kissed a little bit...but yeah...i enjoy being around her so much, its insane...i love that girl...but yeah...my grandmother is here from douglas...ive talked to her like 2 times...ive been in a depressed//pissed off mood...so yeah...im going to do homework now...i wonder if my ace starts tomorrow...
PeAcE
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